so i started clomid. i havent felt really anything except extra cramping. it has been fine. now i am stressed that it will all be a waste of time. i was told by my doctor that D could give his samples without having to go through the blood tests. so i called this morning b/c i found online this shipping thingie that he could do his dirty work, and overnight it to us. he wouldnt have to fly down here which would save him a lot of time and money. i was super excited about it. i called the doctor's office just to make sure before spending the money on it, and what do you know, the lab guy said, well, no he has to come get tested etc. what??????? now i am worried that he wont be able to fly down in time and that i will have all these wonderful eggies ready to go and no spermies to party with. nothing is easy and everything brings stress. have to let it all go. i am having some decafinated green tea. oooooohhhmmmmm ooooohhhhhmmmmm (that is me trying to relax)
oh, and by the way, my friend N who was inseminated at home, no charting and no doctor, is pregnant. i am really happy for her. but the little evil girl who has no compassion and is totally self centered inside has mixed emotions. i feel really evil for saying that. i AM HAPPY FOR HER. i really am. i am just wallowing in self pity for the time being. i really wish her a wonderful and stress free pregnancy!!!! i just wish that the same thing happens for all of us that want it so badly
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That's seriously annoying. Why can't these people get their act together and sing from the same hymnsheet. Like anyone would WANT to take clomid for the fun of it.
And the easily pregnant? I can't be doing with that either, not with any huge degree of joy. Except for IVPers, of course, who should all be instantly pregnant, I say.
So sorry there are so many obstacles. So annoying.
I don't think clomid is so bad...I've never had the crazy side effects.
I also hope that all of us get pg pretty darn quick!
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