Friday, April 3, 2009

this is the month, i think

so we are going to do the insem this month. at least, that is the plan. since our new plan is for me to go up to where the KD lives, I am hoping that the ovulation happens on a weekend. i know that i could go up with late notice to my boss, but if i have court or a meeting, it just makes it that much more complicated. also, i am planning a trip up to see my MIL next weekend and wouldnt it be groovy if it all worked out? i doubt it will though, i dont even have my period yet!
i am going to start drinking the fertilitea this weekend. i hope i like it, i guess it doesnt matter *sigh* this is what we have to do!
i am really optimistic that this month is the month. For a few reasons.
1) I am not going to stress about anything. it will all be good and whatever happens happens.
2) it is free! since it is free, #1 will be a lot easier for me :)
3) i have always said that i didnt want a december baby. i was born on december 23 and my birthday has always been forgotten. my mom is born on december 19 and my gpa is december 1. it is a very busy month with both Hanukkah and Christmas. if i get pregnant now, the baby will be a december baby :) it is the wacky world of fate that i live in, and it just makes me think it will work.

i am also, for the first time, nervous about being pregnant. maybe sub-consciously i never thought it would work before?
maybe i am thinking too much.
bye bye

1 comment:

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